Realised I've been posting, updating this page.
Realised too that the few lines I write here are damn sparse as compared to when I started blogging many years ago. "Blogging", I rarely ever use that word.
Religiously tapping away at my keyboard and filling up the screen with words about my entire day, about what happened in class, about school dramas. Though really, my life isn't anything near dramatic. Thinking back now, as I still do sometimes, I really wasted my 4 years in secondary school.
Making wrong decisions, being a burden, and whatnot. I think I was a living body of turdified shat walking on 2 legs. I don't know how PF puts up with me. Oh my god. I was a terrible person. I would never have made friends with myself.
And just 5 minutes ago I was wondering if I'm one who impose my opinions on others. Do I craft how I want people around me to be? Just cos I don't like something about someone, do I do something about it just cos it
irks me or do I accept them as they are?
That said, I really want to be more open-minded and do so. To not judge. To not misunderstand. To accept without any harsh comments or give anyone judgmental looks - something which I've been doing too damn much recently, which as amusing as it is, it sure as hell builds up a load of karma and it's sure to stab me in the eyeballs one day.
Something is different this semester. I'm not sure what, but it's taking place inside of me.